I don't feel Like I am real But I know It's all imaginary Are they real And do they feel Is all the pain just inside my head
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Real Name: Guiess Tiety Nick Name: Guilty Meaning: -adjective 1. having committed an offense, crime, violation, or wrong, esp. against moral or penal law; justly subject to a certain accusation or penalty; culpable. 2. characterized by, connected with, or involving guilt: guilty intent. 3. having or showing a sense of guilt, whether real or imagined.
Age: 23 Species: Human? Gender: Female
Other: Innocence is only Skin Deep
Appearance:
Quad Fur: White Eyes: Grey Markings: Grey and Black Mutations: None Build: Thin; Lanky Height: 3' 2" Weight: 65 lbs
Human
^By the awesome Aludra <333 HA Reference Hair: Black Eyes: Grey Complexion: Pale Markings: Black, White, Brown Build: Thin, Small Height: 5' 1" Weight: 90 lbs
Accessories: Black Nylon Collar and Matching Leash
Likes: Quiet Peace Innocence Freedom Not Being Blamed
Dislikes: Noise Juries Judges Conviction The Voices Being Blamed Sleeping
Hobbies: Fleeing
Job: Refuge Hired: October 27, 2010 at 12:07 am
Roleplay Status: Open Relationship Status: Loves Him more than anything~<3 Preference: Afraid to get close to anyone, despite the desire to.
Personality: ~ Didn't Do It ~ Defensive ~ Reflexive ~ Jumpy ~ Yes She Did ~
Guiess is a strange case of 'guilty conscience', being 'cursed' so to speak, with harboring refugee souls that were committed of some sort of crime. These souls were fleeing their final judgement, and a niche in Guiess's system allowed them to harbor inside of her. Though, of course, not without side-effects. Guiess is plagued with the visions of their crimes, and because of how vivid they are, she believes she is the one who did them, even if physically impossible. Though, a part of her knows it's not right, that she didn't do it, but because the souls have such a daunting hold upon her mind, they tend to convince her otherwise.
So, she refrains from contacting authority, not that they could do anything about it either, but the one time she did tell someone about it, they tried taking her to a psychiatric hospital. So, Guiess is learning to live with this... condition. Though it's not easy, being plagued with such taunting voices and images, it all has made her a bit on the paranoid side, being rather jumpy when spoken to, and visibly nervous when questioned. She'll often claim 'she didn't do it' if someone asks, whether or not the question actually pertained to such an answer. If startled, this is usually what comes out of her mouth first, being very 'guilty-minded' in a more literal sense.
And thanks to this guilty conscience, she is also more likely to be called upon as the suspect for anything; even if she had no dealing with it. Simply because she acts guilty, she is easily accused as such, even when there's no evidence to prove it. The voices in her head often tell her she is, and help her to believe such, making it very difficult for her to prove herself innocent, even to herself. For these reasons, she tends to stay away from people and situations where such may arise. She's become a sort of 'stray dog' so to speak, not staying in one place and usually wandering to keep herself out of trouble or making any sort of familiarity with people in any one area. She'll usually run away from people as well, especially if they ask too many questions. Though, she's not much of a fighter, and if restrained, caged, or trapped, she'll stay put and undergo whatever torment may fall upon her.
Favorite Saying: "I didn't do it!"
Family: -None-
Acquaintances: "I'm sorry too for upsetting you~ I promise it'll never happen again ;; I love you~<3"
To Be...? Theme Song(s): "Abracadavre" by Elena Siegman "Pet" by A Perfect Circle "World So Cold" by Three Days Grace
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These shackles they come With certain opportunities They won't let me get away But they show me we're the same we're the same we're the same They show me that we are the same
I can't give in I won't give in It's not a state of mind I'm wretched but I'm powerful and
It's all inside my head It's just inside my It's all inside my They're all inside my
I see them always but they're all inside my head all inside my head they're all inside my head