`'~.,.~'` I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops, as they're falling, tell a story
In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me `'~.,.~'`
Real Name: Brier Rose Nick Name: Valentine Meaning: -noun 1. a card or message, usually amatory or sentimental but sometimes satirical or comical, or a token or gift sent by one person to another on Valentine Day, sometimes anonymously. 2. a sweetheart chosen or greeted on this day. 3. a written or other artistic work, message, token, etc., expressing affection for something or someone: His photographic essay is a valentine to Paris.
Brier Rose is the name she once went by, but not her 'original' name. A fallen goddess, Valentine was once a goddess of 'Seasonal Scents'. Her reign in heaven was to govern over earth's 'seasons' and to help life continue to grow and prosper. Though, when things got a bit hectic in the heavenly realm, the things she figured out ended up being her demise, getting cast down for simply 'knowing too much'. After that, she lived 3 other lives before finally being reborn as a human. With so many deaths on her record, and the fall as well, she quickly forgot everything; her past life, who she once was, and the secret that lead to her fall.
She was reborn as a 'Brier Rose', one of three daughters of a assassin king. The were taught in the same arts, raised under a secret code to which they followed without question. They became expert assassins, and worked as a team, inseparable until fate decided to intervein. A heist gone wrong left Brier Rose barely escaping with her life, and unknowing of the fate of her sisters.
After her narrow escape, she changed her name to 'Valentine', though sometimes went by 'lady grey', not really having a preference. She changed her appearance and went covert, hiding from the person who had captured her before. She hasn't dared to try and find out if her sisters are still alive, somewhat afraid of the answer. Instead, she is trying to investigate more about herself, having further discovered her powers which have been passed down to her from her days as a goddess. She doesn't know how to explain it, nor does she try, just 'accepting' it, and not bothering with it.
However, she yearns to find out her past, not knowing anything of who she once was and why she has these powers. She'll do anything to find out the answer, however, also feels like the answer is going to hurt, or possible kill her. Despite this feeling, she also feels like this is something she not only needs to find out, but something she /must/ find out. It's a conflicting feeling, but nevertheless, she is looking for the answers to her past.
Thanks to her confusion over her past, and distrust to people in general, she is bitter towards others, often coming off as irritable or mean. She can actually be good company, once you get past her bitter atmosphere and realize she's just a scared, confused individual. However, to those select few she calls 'friends', she is extremely loyal to and would willingly take a bullet for; though, she has yet to actually bond to anyone to this extent, generally keeping a distance from people and connections. She doesn't like getting attached, and is afraid of being hurt; and if anyone does hurt her, she will probably react violently. Though, violence seems to be her common ground~
Favorite Saying: "A rose by any other name... still has it's thorns..."
"You're a sad case of depression wrapped in pity and grace, aren't you?"
"I don't know whether to envy You for what you do know... or to pity you for what you don't...."
Renamed: July 25, 2011 at 11:08 am Theme Song: "Imaginary" by Evanescence
`'~.,.~'` Don't say I'm out of touch With this rampant chaos - your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light `'~.,.~'`